Looking for signs can get you very lost in this strange little world.

Hello, I’m Natalia and I’m a 23 year old nobody in particular.
All my life I’ve been chasing some kind of untouchable dreams, living in my own curious little cosmos, never being sure of anything, never being sure of who I really am, what I really want or which way to go about living, in general.
I’m eternally seeking some kind of sign to lead me in some kind of direction which may be the ‘right’ one, even though I’ve never been quite too sure about which destination I’d want that direction to lead me to.

December 2011, I was diagnosed with clinical depression. I didn’t need a specialist to tell me that I’m ‘down’ (as he called it) as it was quite obvious to me, when I stopped wanting to wake up in the morning, because I could not face the simple pressure of every day life.
But for the first time I was willing to seek help, I was willing to admit that I can not battle it out on my own.
I’m proud of myself for taking that step, and I’m also happy to say, that I’ve gathered all the inspiration and positive energy that I could fit into my soul, and with a BIG SMILE on my face, I’m ready to tackle down the bad days. :)

My name is Natalia, all my life I have been waiting for a sign. I’m a nobody in particular, but THIS IS MY SIGN. I’ve woken up to realise that life CAN be beautiful, I will be happy again, I will be a somebody again.